Im deliriously sick, btw.
I’ll try and take you out of my life.
Sometimes I realize that I am just so fucking in love with you.
"Think of it like this: they are red and you are blue. Red is all the chaos in your life caused by people around you. Blue is you…you trying to live a beautiful, virtuous, healthy, happy life. But what you did for a really long time, you mixed these colors together and every things been purple and you’ve been unhappy. Now, the people that bring chaos and hurt into your life have not changed, but your views are changing and you are slowly separating yourself from all that red in your life and you’re seeing that being blue is beautiful and I’m proud of you."